I read, and you're good.
Because you still know my weakest point.
You tried, and finally you did.
You triggered my weakest point.

And make me feel like shiit again.
I don't blame you.
It was me, I let you in too deep.
I should have never let you in and I promise you, I won't make the same mistakes again.
And don't worry I'm okay, because I know you want to move on too.
Thank you for breaking my heart, once again.

p/s: Don't worry, I've thrown my heart away.

Since you despise me, we'll never talk again.

And you always thought I never notice, that you were always happier with your friends.

I really can't believe you, cold hearted.

I really hope luck's on my side.

I'm praying that I would not end up like the rest.

I vowed to always be careful of the things I do, of every move I take and every decisions I make.

Not this time, please!

I really really hope luck's on my side.

Amen.

Why do we say things we do not mean?


In our everyday life, we tend to engage ourselves in a particular character called aggression.

Aggression is best described as an act on impulse.

It is an act that is not always controllable and even sometimes we speak words that we do not mean.

Aggression is a form of anger when we act on our feelings to another.
And sometimes we manifest in aggression when anger is uncontrollable.

We tend to hurt others physically by throwing a punch. It can never be easy to control anger as it builds up slowly from the start

And at most times we tend to overuse the power of aggression that brings us to enroll ourselves in to anger management because these people find it hard to control their anger toward another.

Everyone has different ways of taking out their anger, may it be physically, verbally or hurting themselves.

There are many cases when people take it out on themselves, example, act of suicidal.

And at most time’s aggression may end in a way that would ruin your life, your future or take away everything you have in life (happiness or life).

If who I'm guessing is right. I did not take anything from you, it came by itself.

Everything I do, there's a consequence I have to bare.

I don't care what people say, just as long as I'm happy.

I can have everything in the world, but what's the point of having everything when you can't find happiness?

Happiness does not lie in dollars neither does it lie in luxury stuffs.

Someone is watching every move I make.

The chaos we bring to ourselves, so hard to brush off.

Why now, why me?

No time to even get to know myself.

I want to be alone, I want to be alone.

Stop making it difficult for me.

I can't breathe.

xx,

anonymous.

I really don't understand why.

Could you just tell me why?

No answers to my questions.

I know I can never have you again.

It breaks my heart when neither of us can hold this back.

The ego we hold in ourselves, what a shame.

My heart yearns for your love.

Mistakes made a few, I can't believe its finally over.

Despite the effort I make, results unsatisfied.

Why do you have to be so cold hearted?

I love you, I really do.

Why now?

Why leave when you made me fall in love with you?

xx,

your trash.

I would write a million words just to tell you how much I love you, (If only I knew)
I want to let  you know how much I love you, but I just can't put it into words.
At most times I just feel like holding you tight and never to let you go,
and I only hope you would do the same.
I miss you,
Am I not worth your pity?
Where was the boy I once fell in love with?
I'm sorry,
I'm apologizing for the things I did that broke your heart.
Please give me some credit for trying.
I'm trying.
Don't give up on me.





I really really love you,
Can we please stop this?

Sometimes, eventhough you consider yourself close to that certain someone, it does not mean you can talk to them about anything or everything. When I'm troubled, I can't seem to pull myself to speak to you, may be because my instincts told me you wouldn't care and that it would hurt more if I tried. Sometimes I really just needed to call you to rescue me, but through past exprience, something told me that I should not. Because in the past, you did not cared even when I was stranded in a place I wasn't too familiar of. Something told me that you didn't care anymore. Though so afraid, alone and broke, I still could not bring myself to call you for help. I was desperate for comfort, but I was afraid it would hurt more. Because something else were more important to you...