He said "I don't want you, but that doesn't mean I want you to want anyone else."


. selfish .

Accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do. Accept the part as the part without denying or discarding it. Learn to forgive yourself and to forgive others.

. everyone makes mistakes .

At any given moment, the brain has 14 billion neurons firing at a speed of 450 miles per hour. We don't have control over most of them. When we get a chill; goosebumps. When we get excited; adrenaline. The body naturally follows its impulses. Which I think is part of what makes it so hard for us to control ours.

YOU MAKE ME SICK!

I'm not proud of who I've been, but don't give up on me. Because I still love you.


.if only you knew.

my best friend,

and i found a note that comes with the picture. HAHA









YOU'RE SO CUTEEE LAH!!

as i sit in this chair,
watching the clock tick.
minutes after minutes, hours after hours.
i look at how life is treating me
how each person walks pass me and nvr notice
how one changes to another person.
how fast the present turns into memories
memories where we'd only find in letters or pictures.
i begin to think abt life.
watching the clock ticking away, i asked if i was ever happy with life
i was sure as hell happy with it

but, what is life without a loving family?

lieben Sie sich oder kommen Sie um
- love each other or perish -






i love fat boysss! :D
they sho cute, you just wanna pinch them.
they sho fat, you just wanna hug them.
they sho humble, you just keep wanting them.
huehuehoehoe.
shh, its a secret! haha

We're never satisfied.

. women not being thin enough, men not being rich enough .
these are the problems we, humans face these days.

today, i'd like to talk about selfishness
im sorry to say, but most guys ARE selfish,
selfish in the sense tht, everything they do is right.
in every argument, its a must for them to win.
and if they dont, they'd feel pussy-ish.
tell me you agree with me?

I like guys with piercings and tattoos.

and i hate girls with make-ups.

the only picture i have during UV Nation!

" Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too ---- even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling. "

ive always taught you to be a better person.
why wouldnt you listen to me?
havent you learn anything?
look at you now..tsktsk
you've lost everything..
EVERYTHING you owned.
your friends, your dignity
EVERYTHING!
so tell me, who needs to change more..
you or me?

***




dear mom,

you're such a bitch.

do you kno how much i hate you?

i hate you so much, more than you can ever imagine.

you said 'it's no point giving you an education whn you dont kno how to take care of yourself.'

bitch, i thought you said education was everything.

now, you're talking about discipline.

wtf do you want frm me?

i did my best, and yet i fail.

cant you just accept it.

you're embarrassed, because you cant show me off to your friends.

all you want to do is show off.

but mom, i got my brains frm you and dad

and the both of you arent THAT smart at all.

so dont hope so much frm me.

i promise, you'd have a very bad future ahead.

i'll make yours a living hell.

goodbye!

i've grown hatred for you since young.
i dont remember even saying i love you, ever.
and ill nvr learn to love you
whn im older, im gonna take my revenge.
im gonna do what you did to me.
you cant get away with things
and i know you never loved me and nvr will.
you dont kno how much i feel like killing you now
seriooooously even if i was stupid
im still your fucking kid
i still have fucking feelinggs.
you are a bitch, fucking bitch.
i hope you die.
and i promise if you do, id nvr regret.
BURN IN HELL!

*pop*
:D

leemin wants lollies.
*jumps around*

so, tell me.. how does it feels like losing everything?

sometimes, you gotta learn how to not be selfish.

i mean seriously, are you out of your mind?

look what have got into you..

last night, UV Nation..
everyone's asking : ' so, how was it? '
i said : ' nahh, figured it wasnt my thing. cause i dont dance HAHA. therefore, i did not enjoy '
so yea, i paid RM 45 for 3 hrs of heat with loads of ppl -.-
the crowd was fulamak, banyaknyer..
honestly, i hate crowds.
aduii, u kno, i smelled damn alot of ppl's body odour..
damn canot tahan. all the ketiak busuk and the bulu ketiak..
EWWWW!
met quite a number of ppl there..
the only reason i went was for the company..
after sooooooooooooooooo long of not seeing JIP.
i miss you, JIP!
and nope, i did nt take any pictures.
drinking with jip, joe and hem was much better.
and the music was much more enjoyable haha
there were loads of drama :/
WAS GOOD SEEING ALL OF YOU.
ITS BEEN LONG!
I MISS YOU GUYS!
and yea, thank you joe! for the ride :/ i kno i damn ma fan. sorry!


xxx

" HI, I'M MIKE WAZOWSKI! :D "

" He was part of the background, something that you know is there but isn't important "

sometimes i question myself,

'what have you got yourself into?'

another game i bet ( i thought to myself )

or i may have turned into someone selfish

someone heartless perhaps

where i'd be vengeful and do it onto someone innocent

thn again i questioned myself

'why this person?'

this, i cant find an answer to it.

maybe because ive changed

i've turned into a monster.

who knows.

i think you're stupid

considering the fact that she dumped you

and that it was her decision.

i did not ask nor made her

i told her what i thought was right.

you, on the other hand, has no brains.

you got mad, because i spoke the truth for once.

so, why do you wanna scold me for?

because you got all pissed tht it was true?

you know, i once thought u were a great guy for her

but that day, you proved me wrong.

haha, so go back to your pussy lil life

and stop being a pussy la.

grow up!

Nunca Hueve a gusto de todos.
- You can't please everybody -
no even myself.




and i just came up with a conclusion, that..
BOYS LIE MORE THAN GIRLS!
now, dont deny..



i also found an answer to my question
the question i kept questioning myself was that
why do people neglect their friends up to a certain time whn they've found someone to love?
from my point of view, i think its either they chose to ignore/neglect
OR
that the person they love, doesnt like the fact that they're spending more time with us (friends)
:/
and that ofcourse nails down to one, that jealousy does occurs in everyone.

AKHEM!
te quiero x]

i got blow jobbed last night
it was my first time getting a blow job in a bar
honestly, it feels good
i loved how it taste and all
it was all good.
it cost me 18 just to get one in a bar






hoi, im talking about the shot i had in sanctuary last night la.
your minds are like fast and furious
drift drift drift drift
hahaha, dirty minded assholes!

FOREVER AND ALWAYS
- something i don't believe in -

omg. i think i AM turning gay.
i dreamt that one of my gay friend intro-ed me to a girl.
and wanting to hook us up.
and tht girl, she's a junior frm my school.
fact is, ive not spoken to this kid before.
and yet, she's in my dream. freaky!
im turning gayyyyyyy..hahahahhahaha
NOOOOOOOOO!