its been awhile since I last felt this way
i dont kno if its a good thing or not
but it sure as hell feels good
you know the feeling whn even the smallest things makes you smile?
whr it tickels you in places? *giggles*
i call it, love
okay mayb this hasnt been my thing for some time
but maybe this time, its real x]
love's not only about feeling happy
its also about always feeling comfortable with the one
freaky? okay. i should stop
:D

even through the roughest night
you put up with me
you try your best to cheer me up
and you did
you made me like you even more. heh!
im happy to have met you

studying for my up coming exams on the 10th
its gonna be a hectic week for me
im really stressed up
and you sorta ease my mind
you're cute in a way
you make me smile even with the smallest things you do/say
*blush* okay. i need to study now
heh! IMY

I wish one day you'd know the little details that makes me smile...

.............I told you a secret today! (:

It's been four weeks now, the image of you still running in my head
I can't seem to keep you off my mind

Everytime I think of you, drips of water run down my cheeks

Why did you have to leave so soon?

I regret, for all the time I've neglect you

I didn't know it would just end like this for you

You left without saying goodbye

No, I'll never get over the fact that you're gone
I can’t count the tears that’s been dropped.
Why did that boy have to make a life taking decision by driving drunk?
Why you..
Why so soon?
It hurts so bad because you would’ve been great in life.
But it was taken...because someone wouldn’t think.
You've brightened all our lives.
You were everything.

I miss you much.

Maybe it all happened for a reason

A reason that no one knows.

Life would've been much brighter with you around

I wish I could bring you back, to making everyone laugh

But fact is, I can't

I still miss you! WE still miss you.

Us, goofing around in Coffee Bean's toilet...
Where's Natt? in the toilettt pee-ing LOUDLY!! hahahahahahha!!

' ask her to pimp me! ' HAHAHHAHAHA. shuddup amelia!

gahh, i need a smoke!

hahahhahaha im fucking kidding!

from chellee.

love me for what i am.
yohhh

wanna know something?
I HATE THE FEELING OF MISSING!
i just needed to let it all out.
I MISS EVERYONEEEEE!
and i dont like missing everyone,
because it actually means tht ive not been seeing them
or have not been talking to them.
and once more i repeat
I HATE MISSING EVERYONE! :(

as i promised.

pics frm Velvet the other night!

all gone!

thts Andrew, Justin, Me and Lee Hooi!

Karen, Me and Lee Hooi

Andrew : strike a silly face!

Andrew : now, strike a dorky face! dammit lol

Vijen!

Andrew Chang and Jonathan


Andrews. haha!
Andrew and Jack. you kno? Ganjaguru's bro? haha
Wasteddddd!



Joyce

prince charming. Ron!





my red eyeeee!

i've been TAGGED by jasbabyyyy

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Lee Min
Birth Date: 2nd of Aug
Current Status: What do you call a woman without a boyfriend? LOL
Eye Colour: Dark Brownnnnn..
Hair Colour: darkkkkk brownn
Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : baba nyonya + chinese? CHINESE LAH
My Fears : of losing loved ones
My Perfect Pizza : Pepperonies + loads and loads of cheeeeseee! mmm yumyum :D

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
My Thoughts First Waking Up : reasons to skip schoooool..
My Bedtime : whn im tireddd
My Most Missed Memory: My childhooooooood

LAYER 4: MY PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: CHOPP! coca cola hahah
McDonald's or Burger King: i'm lovin' itt.. :D
Single or Group Dates: with a bunch of monkeyssss
Adidas or Nike: AHH DY TAS!
Tea or Nestea: NEST teeeeeeeee
Chocolate or Vanilla: Baaaaanilllaaa
Cappuccino or Coffee: CUP POO CHI NO!

LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: "lee min cant smoke for nuts!" but i tried. haha
Curse: NO! hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahha
Take a Shower: no lah i dont.
Have a Crush: likeeee 3 weeks ago? lol
Think You've Been In Love: do you think? heheh
Go To School: yeeeeeaaaaapp
Want To Get Married: 10 years timeeeee!
Believe In Yourself: most of the timeeeeee
Think You're A Health Freak: erhh.. no laaahh

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.
Drank Alcohol: EH! what you think?
Gone To The Mall : NEVER IN MY LIFE! hhahaha
Been On Stage: ive got stage frighttt! howw?
Eaten Sushi: laodssssssss
Dyed Your Hair: nahhhhh. i love my hairrrr! :D

LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING..
To Be Married: 26!!!! hahah perfect age

LAYER 9: IN A GUY...
Best Eye Colour: GREEN GREEEN!sooooo hott
Best Hair Colour: undyed hair haha!
Short Hair or Long Hair: shortttt!

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: THISSSSSS!
An Hour Ago: reading ppl's blog
4.5 Hours Ago: in sch doing math!
1 Month Ago: i was crying! hahah joke. how would i remember
1 Year Ago: i wassss.. heart brokennnn!

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love: my friends
I hate: adults
I hide: secrets
I miss: youuuuu
I need: to stop swearing! haha

I tag..
1) chellllleeee!
2) weihuiii!
3) pengggg!
4) joelllll!
5) justyneeeeee!
6) jinnnn!

Hong Kong!

Genting Highlands!

Adrienne & Justin!

there! im done. happy now?

here's a preview of my sister's wedding. more to come... like errr.. real soon
btw, i wont be blogging anymore i guess. boringggggg

* its been a week since you left
i still feel your presence
i miss you more and more each day
wishing you were here
to kill the pain im going through
i kno youre at a better place now
im happy for you
im sorry i didnt appreciate you much, whn you were around
i thought, granny's was my last funeral
i nvr expected it to be you
im sorry for all the things ive done
i kno its too late
i love you my friend
ill love you all my life!

I'VE CHANGED MY HANDPHONE NUMBER ALREADY! :D:D:D



ask me if you want it. LOL!

best friends don't turn their backs on you
best friends don't betray
they stick with you, support you
and be there for you whenever you're in need
someone who u can lean on, count on and depend on
they'd understand you, knows how to take your pain away
a best friend is someone who will always be there for you
is someone who will care no matter wht u do
Is someone who will share your secrets, problems or pain
a best friend is someone who will stand up for you when you need it most
is someone who always likes to joke around and boast
a best friend is someone who will be your shoulder to cry on
is someone who will help you when all hope is gone
a best friend is someone who is reliable and true
A BEST FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO YOU REALLY TRUST!

she's the kind, who forgets old whn she finds new.






anyways, i'll update on my sister's wedding on the nxt post
now, malas. lol. stay tuneddddddddddd (:

the news was excruciating.

i had to see him for the last time

as i approach where he was lying

i couldnt bare to hold tears back

as i begin to take a few more steps in front

i found drips of water flowing down my face

i cant believe this is happening

after moments, i begin to think.. this is true

as much as i hoped it was a joke, it wasnt
prolly by now, youre in a better place.
i love you Victor
i love you to death.
i believe that....
one day, we'd meet again.
Rest in peace.