our master piece. the pic right at the bottom is drawn by me. nice? thankyou! hahah. let me intro you to the double family. lame? i kno! hahah its just a for fun thing which we enjoy calling each other

noi noi = lee min. me! ofcourse. and they came up with this name cause i happen to be the noisiest one in class. shuddup assholes! and apparently, if i happen to have a bf. they plan to call him sysy. stupid! hahah

fei fei = well ofcourse thts justyne. lol and why is she called feifei? im sorry if i offend you girl. but yea she happens to be the fat one. (but hey girl, i dun think you're very fat. you look great. and i still love you)

bebe = siokyean. i duno how did the name come up
bobo = meiyan
sotsot = aijia
woowoo = boonmay. she's loud too okay.




p/s : i have a voice clip of us talking. we were repeating every single thing we said. thts why justyne aka fei fei decided to come up with the name. "The Double Family". hahaha. LAME i kno!

hah. edmund foo aka frankie foo. this is for you. cause you woke me up at 4.30 in the morning. this is revenge! hahah. you look sooooooo HOT. i still love you. dont worry hahah. actually he doesnt look tht bad. he looks really really hot and cute like this. this is the real him. im sorry :) bwahahahah

slept super early y'day. 5 am. hahah woke up at 1 pm today. was online till jenwae called and mich asked to bout kiara. it was alrd 1.45 i got ready. sis dropped me in jenwae's place. whoaa nice hse wei. haahah his uncle den dropped us in kiara. we were suppose to go swimming. but kimmy wanted to sleep. mich has girly issues. jen stupid one nvr bring his swim wear. babi. and me? went swimming alone. pathetic? i knoooo! dont blame me. i sorta regretted going. cause i was the only one who was practically swimming. i swam back and forth aso i feel tired dy. see wht i mean by fat. im not lying. i dun even think i burnt any calories nor fats out hahah. thr was this cute switz guy. his name is Lucas. he has a very pretty sister named Maria. her eyes was omg! BEAUTIFUL! was relaxing till tht Lucas came stealing our stuffs and runs away with it. played a lil catching game with him. he's soooo naughty and hyper active.

mich say i look very "fat hao" (in eng it means vain) in this pic lol

sun tanning it seems. she was in this position for 5 mins oni. haha

was playing with kimmy's sis. no one was entertaining me. wht do u think?

julia and maria. aww maria just loves you jenwae

the super hot macho hyper active Lucas









awww so romantic..lol





kimmy and mich





happy sun tanning? NOT

see wht i mean whn i say im fat. i had to blacken up my face cause i look like crap.



she looks so cute in this pic



kimmy wanted the 'wind' effects lol

and ohh did i mention tht, tht julia girl went up on jenwae? and omg it was damn obscene. she was lying down on him. face down and he was face up. she even peeped into his pants. wanting to explore smth. she even attempt to open his pants. like OMG! till he got up and told her it was enough. my god, mich was like thr just watching her do tht to him. hahah.





it was alrd 6. kimmy's sis picked us up. on the way, me and kimmy had a lil HUHA bout wht are we gonna do if we go ou. screw it. wtv den her sis dropped jenwae home to change cause he was wet. den went kimmy's hse. waited for her to bath. was suppose to go ou. but ended up in asia cafe again! philip, ren, haur and jee was thr. met aipeng, weihui, ganesh and kenjoe thr aso. went down had our dinner. sis called told me she's gonna reach soon. we rushed up. played a round of foos. hugged everyone goodbye. erhh not everyone la. den left. came home. aipeng called said she's coming to look for me. led them to my hse, reach my hse dy was suppose to go yumcha. asked permission frm my dad. he said no cause its late dy. dangerous la blabla. fuck you la. den i stayed home. after an hr. aipeng called again ask me whether wanna go up the hill and watch the mars. i was like nehh i cant. i wish i could. den nvm. waited for parents to go to bed so i can come online again. suddenly i received a msg frm tht ass. dunno why in the world he msged me for. he said he just wanted to wish me goodnight. yea like pfft. he didnt even say hi to me whn i met in asia cafe. ball-less ass. finally parents went to bed. came online started complainin everything to ren. felt much better. den went to bed at 5 again. hahah.


tmr sch's gonna reopen. i wont be blogging tht much anymore. fuck sch. screw exams. im gonna die. hahah xoxo

every relationship starts of with a good communication. if we have to change ourselves for someone. then the happiness will not last. but only last for a minute and end up arguing. the world is so big filled with so many ppl. ppl we know. definately they'll be the one person you've been searching for. but i doubt tht, tht person would be me


...not to say give up. is just not working out. cant you feel tht. we're not even couple yet. but things alrd went the wrong way


i think friends will be the most comfortable relationship for us. have a food sleep and hope you sleep till you fall off the bed. sleep tight. goodnight


see wht i mean by pure bullshit? seriously pure bullshit!!! im feeling rather pist. such coward like him. all he does is runaway like a pussy. screw him la. so typical of him to do so. i kena this once by him last yr. and now again. i feel so stupid! ahhh fuck the world! damn i feel better!

i really love you..i do i really do..maybe it is the way how i treat girls if it really irritates you then i am really sorry..but i wan you to kno that i fucking love you and that is true..

maybe i leave you physically but mentally i did not leave you..i really love you lee min

i love you i miss you..

i love you i miss you and i want to see you..

okay..but i just want you to know that i really love you

i will love and treat you better

okay okay..i will prove it by action..

wo hen xiang ni..wo ai ni

it is already counted as action..ac 2moro?

i can sense it..cause we were meant to be..Haha

i will sleep later than you to show you that i care for you and i will be there for you anytime..

are you touched..i know you are not never mind


omg pure bullshit i tell you. 1st things 1st. you ffked me TWICE. so wht shit u telling me tht you really wanna see me? bullshitter! you telling me all this for wht?! afraid tht i wont talk to you anymore? afraid tht i wont fall for you? pfft! you left and now you're coming back. do you think saying sorry would make me feel better? NO! pls. think before you make the nxt move. im gonna say this to you this time. FUCK YOU! hahahahah. mark all the ones in red. hah trust me you're just saying for the sake of saying. i kno you dont mean it. save it la!

ive been dating this guy for abt 8 mths

till he ended it. it wasnt all his fault

it was part of mine too
we had our ups and downs

i remembered smth, smth sweet he did for me

well to me it was sweet la

it was the starting of our relationship

whn our parents didnt kno bout us yet

so, tht night i told him i was gonna have a fam dinner in taipan

i thought since he lived near taipan he could drop by

he had to walk frm one end to the other end just to see me

he told me to come out, but i couldnt

afraid tht my parents would scold

i was only form 3

parents didnt even allow me having male friends

yes yes my parents are ulu ppl. haha

so yea, we were together for only a couple of days

since i couldnt walk out of the restaurant

i told him to just walk pass

and told him walking pass would make me happy alrd

so he did. he walk passed the restaurant

happy enough he smiled at me and walked off

tht was one of the sweetest moments tht i nvr did forget

but unfortunately things just had to end

as month after month passed by

we realised things between us wasnt working anymore

both of us made many mistakes

many unwanted doings. just to make each other jealous

chilidish as it sounds, i only wanted to feel loved

who doesnt? lol

our very first breakup was on the 1 January 2006

the night before he told me tht he loved me alot

and tht he'll nvr leave me

but sadly, things got in our way

he let me go. and me? i went away willingly

nvr thinking bout wht the consequences would be

i couldnt accept being apart for one day

i decided to get back and we did

and yes! eversince then we've been breaking up

things got a lil rough. started calling each other names

eventually everything ended

and we both realised tht thrs no way we'll ever get back together again

knowing it'll nvr work out

so we both decided to go on our own seperate ways

i kno this may sound gay, but sometimes i still do miss him

ofcourse feelings are gone

we're friends now. he has girlfriend alrd

and im really happy for him as i am happy with myself now

as for now, im single and im happy :)

p/s: i nvr did regret one bit. i may have said tht once but come to think of it again. i really appreciated wht we shared. the love and care. and for now, i'm gonna be a lil more careful with who i fall for and who i pick. i love my girlfriends. thank you for being thr for me whn i was going thru a rough time. and not only to my girlfriends but those we helped me get thru all this. i kno this is a lil too late to say thank you. but i really appreciated it. :)

last night was rather boring
i went asia cafe at ard 10?
met up with mich, jen, kimmy, philip, haur
we played a round of foos
den another round of foos hahah
phlip was actually obsessssed with his muscles. hahah
he was actually checking it out lol JOKING
after tht i met kenjoe, ganesh, david and friends. greeted kenjoe
den saw dennis. waved hi. met edwin toooo but didnt say hi. stupid
my sis was picking me up alrd at 11.15
she insisted tht my guy friends has to walk me to mc d's
cause it was dark and dangerous
den i asked philip to walk me thr
she said she was gonna reach in 10 mins.
waited thr more than 10 mins, couldve played another round of foos
grrr, finally she came. got in the car
and headed back home.
my sister's friend said philip looks cute. hahah but too bad philip he's a guy! lol

Congratulations Lee Min, you are...

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You are outgoing, direct, smart, pretty, and a definite go-getter. You are frank, a little too frank perhaps that sometimes you get on people's nerves and make them very upset. If people attack you, you hit back with triple the force without blinking because you are the kind of person who knows exactly what you are talking about or else you wouldn't talk about it. Your quick-thinking is what makes you special. You are an elitist.

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i need to go on a diet.
im getting fatter day by day.
ahhh nooooooo! this cant be happening.
im gonna eat lesser.
mich, join me! hahaha :) loves you

here's a lil convo whn we met alex y'day



we were actually talking bout longest relationship. michelle came up with it.

michelle : leemin, how long is ur longest relationship?
leemin : uhhh 8 mths plus. with thomas la. haha. you?
michelle : ooohh. 1 mth la with jen. alex, wht bout you?
alex : huh? owhh erh oneeeeeeeee...........MONTH
leemin : HUH?!?!

we both burst out laughing. we expect mayb one YEAR haha. alex is always blurr la...we were still one the same topic. was asking him loads of Q's..

michelle : (looks to her right..alex) so, your shortest relationship is? one day?
alex : (nods) ..........ahhhh no.. you trick me! one week laa

both of us burst out laughing again. he's damn stupid. hahaha

im not gonna care anymore,
cause on second thoughts,
you worth nth.
hah, you're gone!

at 4.26 in the morning. tht stupid chi wynn called me and started laughing on the phone and said it wasnt his fault. ASS, i was sleeping okay! i went midvalley today so fucking early thanks to my fucking mom. grrr! was thr at 11.30 walked around like sum dunggu shit for 2 fucking hrs till michelle came. went brewball played a round of foos and pool den went for lunch. den i headed back home at 5.30. i need to go out tmr! neways midvalley is a boring place to go. so many fucking rempits. so annoying. plus, tht bastard didnt come. ooh and and i finally realised smth....no wait i realised it mayb a couple of days ago. i finally kno who are my true friends. stupid huh? but yea. at least i kno now. hahah but whatever.

p/s: listen you lil bitch

, i hate you from your heads till your toes. you fucking moron! seems like guys ARE more important to you. ohh no wait mayb your fucking clubbing friends is. hah screw you whore!

okay okay. i kno ive told many of you before tht ppl who blogs bout their daily life is lifeless. yes i kno im a hypocrite. hahah whatever la. i have nth else to blog. i rather be a hypocrite than to let my blog rot and not update at all right? and you dun expect me to write emotional poems all the time. im not tht emo anymore okay. im starting to enjoy life. hahah okay.

and yea i was suppose to go pyramid with him today. but ughh he told me he couldnt make it cause he got fucked by his parents. like WTF right? but i also didnt feel like going, cause i didnt tell my parents bout it aso. the whole day i was rather feeling bored. leeling was hogging the tv. leehooi was ughh using the damn comp tryna fix her stupid xanga. asshole. and me? all i did was eat. hahahah. practically my day sucked. went for dumbass math tuition. for fucking 2 hrs. staring at the stupid book. and now im fucking bored again... and tht stupid jeryang is somehow disturbing me. keep on calling me a babi. im gonna take my revenge now. so here it is......



Highlight of the day.

Hi there, my name is Tan Jer Yang. I just graduated from Seafield High School and currently I'm in Taylors College, Subang. I'm currently 17 yrs old going to be 18 on the 8th of November. Do get me a present okay? I'm also currently single now. BUT im only interested in guys. shh dun tell anyone. lets keep it between us okay? I guess thats all i have to say. I'll come back again someday. I love ya'll. If you're interested in knowing me. Do let Lee Min know and she'll give you my number. Till then, Bye.

btw, i wanna thank PHILIP LEW WEI SHENG the hero hahah for helping me lol. plus, im very happy for you. tht you're finally nt thinking bout her dy. hoooooray for philip!




p/s: those GERMANS tht were arguing with khy today are WHORES! dimwhits.

All I ever wanted is in you:
Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears.
I want to give and to be given to
So I might feel myself flow through the years
Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.

btw, kenjoe's sis is found

thank god. i knew she would be fine.

to all, becareful whn you're out alone

especially girls.

i love you boy

stupid asses ffk me today. vern's gdad passed away. mich had no transport. philip's parent's anniversary today. ren afraid parents would scold. kimmy no transport. siewhaur didnt wanna come cause if he did, he'd be the only guy. stupid asses man! and i didnt feel like going dy since everyone ffk-ed. den i msged nicholas and told him im not going dy. but tht stupid ass told me he's thr with his friend dy. so i was like ughh wth. forced to go. and so i went. was superrrrrr boring. nicholas and his friend josh wanted to swim and thts all they did. and me? i, just stood thr watching dem swimmmmmmmm. ish. let me show u their ulu pic.

and nick kept on doing his ugly dance. which is kinda gross. its smth like move your ass to the right then sway to the left den sway to the right. ahhh its hard to explain. i'll ask him to dance tht dance again another day and i'll vid tape and upload it here. hahaha nick, no wonder no girls like you la. you're actually scaring dem away hahaha. :) he actually pulled me all the way innnnnnnn to the pool. so freaking deep. they both were actually fishing for chiqs. damn gross! keep asking me, this one chun anot? tht one chun anot? eeeeyer! damn gross! after tht FINALLY met up justyne and we both took a pic. and omg did i tell you, going lagoon with them was FUCKING BORING! hhahah

and wheeeeee! im going out with him tmr :)

friday

went for movies in ou with mich, jen, jeesern and kimmy. watched Click. it was funny, and wht got me laughing even more was tht kimmy sobbed so loudly. at first i heard someone sobbing and i didnt quite bother. till the sobbed was actually getting louder and louder. haha den i looked to my left and saw kimmy crying. hahahah it was really funny! i mean i didnt expect her to cry. haha. so den overall my day was okayy. i wasnt really in a mood. i was kinda irritated. was quite happy to see him tho we didnt talk at all. he kept on smilling at me. but i gave him a bitchy smile. here are some pics we took after having dinner in stupid sucky burger king. IM NVR GOING THR~




saturday

went ou AGAIN. did some shoppping. got myself a top frm WH. the top was quite exp. but i desperately wanted it. so i bought it. den we walked ard till philip met up with us, den send jen and mich off. poor philip had to walk ard wiith us. hahah. den i had to leave to tmn mega for dinner. the day was okay. but jenwae was being a lil too bitchy, ish. he got on my nerves. later tht night..... hahahhahaha. uhmm he msged me and said sorry he couldnt make it. blablabla. den suddenly i heard my phone ringing *damage* i was so happy. i picked up and we talked. the conversation seemed longggg. we chatted till he had to go to bed. and den he did. he gave me a goodnight kiss :) weeeee! hahah i was so happy till i had to tell someone bout it. it was ard 12 smth and mich was alrd asleep. so then i thought okay i shall miss call ren. i waited for him to call back. duno wht took him so long. den nvm i miss called philip. waited waited. suddenly ren called back. hahaha i was laughing. report everything to him, told him everything. hahah after talking for like an hr plus non stop. cause tht idoit nvr talk. told him i wanna go sleep but i couldnt cause i was so happy. plus, i told philip to call me back later. and den he did. told him the exact same thing i told ren. but this time philip was a lil emo. he started telling me stuffs. so yea after talking to philip. i went online till 3 smth 4. i was kinda sleepy alrd and den i went up to bed






sunday

woke up at 12. he slept at 12 and woke up at 11. wht a pig. and he claims tht its a healthy was of living. yea, rightt~. so yea i checked my phone and he msged me haha. so yea tht woke me up. hahah but he was being a lil too bitchy. did i mention, he sent me a really sweet msg too haha. ish. and ohmy angie told me tht kenjoe's sis was missing since friday. and whts weird was they found her handphone on the roadside. i feel really sad for him. she's not back till today. and the police isnt even doing anything bout it. kenjoe, i really hope she'll be back safely and i kno she will. stay strong. :)

i love youuuuuu

my heart is pounding so fast
i kno this feeling shud be long gone
but its back

i felt smth dripping on my palm

i wondered wht it was

i look at myself into the mirror

i find myself crying

crying over wht has happened

the feeling tht shud be long gone

but its all coming back

i lost you, lost you with my own bare hands

the more i think of you, my heart skips another beat

i want you so much, so much tht you'll nvr come back to me

wht have i done? wht have i said? tht made you leave...

all i wanted was to have you and i'll nvr let you go

i love you

*******

Your Birthdate: August 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Just wanted you to know: I love you.

Months have passed since we became close friends.

Every day I find I'm thinking of you,

Though no word from you that message sends.

And yet we share all other thoughts and feelings:

I cannot wait to tell you of my day,

And you give me the gist of all your dealings,

Which makes me hope we walk in the same way.

Telling you this is opening a door

That never can be closed again, and yet

I must, because I ache for something more,

Something that I must risk all to get.

Some night, perhaps, we'll go hang out somewhere;

I will reach for you, and you'll be there.

....i need you like i always did

I've wasted enough tears on you, I won't waste anymore, So just stop begging me, To go back to before. I'm not gonna go there, Not after how you hurt me, Don't tell me I'm loved, Because it's not what I see. You talk about other girls, To your friends behind my back, Then lie to me when I ask you, I know it's not my love you lack. I'm sick of all your lies, I don't wanna be brought down, I'm not going back to you, To let you consume this frown. You once held my heart, And you chose to make it bleed, Tampered and played with it, Instead of giving me what I need. And you decided to walk away, When I broke and cried, You just didn't care, When I at least tried. You don't deserve me, You never really wanted me anyway, Just said it for ''fun,'' So you could make me stay. Well I don't want you. I don't need you anymore, So just stop begging me, I won't go back to before.

i guess everyone has felt this feeling before
the feeling of wanting him so much
but he just wouldnt stay by yr side
ive been having this feeling since, he walked in my life
now tht he's done nth bout it, but to walk away.
how could you be so ignorant?
you once said those 3 lil words tht meant alot to me
wht happen to it? didnt you mean wht u said?

i love you

been trying to kill my time

weekend was boring

ive been rotting like hell

i feel lonely

ive been having family probs

aunt is being a slut

dad is being a dumb ass

mom being accused

families been torn apart

bottom line is aunt is a FUCKED UP WHORE!

and did i mention, she goes to DISCOS

with like One Utama's security guards

like OMG! she's married to my uncle

with 2 kids, and yet she's out berfoya-ing with One Utama's SECURITY GUARDS

i wonder... which one of the security guards can it be?

GROSSSS!

ignore me.

p/s : im still not over you

its always good to capture happy moments

watch and see how retards act in sch (:

*drum rolls* Mr. oh-so-hot's bday s coming! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS LAI!

and not to forget. TENG SEOW SHEE! you're gonna be 16 alrd.

HAPPY SWEET 16! mwaaa

i drew this during bm whn i was bored.

its suppose to have a meaning to it

but i duno wht was i trying to express

im just bored!

p/s : im going thru smth i nvr thought i would

i hate this feeling

why cant he be more.... more clingy ?!

why cant i just nt care?!

mayb its time i realise tht he's nt all tht.

Your Icecream Flavour is... Cookies 'n Cream!

Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

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stupid lynn checked my phone today.
found out smth she wasnt suppose to kno.
grrr, i was keepin it a secret,
didnt want anyone to kno.
justyne and boonmay sorta found out aso
they just didnt kno who it was
overall today im very happy
hahaha and ive been smiling all day long
my face is all numb
dont tease me chelle.
mwaaaa

Promise you wont laugh?

watch how trif and lyn do their nigga thang
bounce bounce haha

she's the most weirdest girl in my class. just watch!

justyne, siokyean and meiyan were fighting

p/s: more vids to come. hahah xD

im quite happy today. due to...i rather not say haha.

haha neways ive been pranking philip

cause he started it

told me he likes me blabla

i knew it was fake den i decided to kenakan him back

haha he really believed. he thought i was damn hurt blabla

damn funny. im sorry philip. hahah

SEJEREN! weeeeeeeeee~

i'm sooooooooo happy. hahaha

watch this. the nxt sunsilk model. haha

the fear of bloggin. i mean somehow it might offend someone, just cause they dont agree with me. its hard to just stay at one place and den look around and think to urself tht you have no one. I NEED SOMEONE! hahaahahh. sometimes its hard to believe whn some out of the blue comes crawling back to you. i mean why in the world would u believe right? and at times its even harder to tell if the person is lying or not. plus everyones being fake. just like this girl, m**** who's being lying to my face whn its so obvious. pffft! stop acting u fool. own up!

a conversation we had tht made my tummy ached even more.

trif ; wht time does holiday starts?
leemin ; *looks at her* wtf! WHT TIME? hahahahhahaha
trif ; i said.... *think to herself* ohhh *burst out laughing*. wht time does holiday starts? hahahahhaha
kimmy and mich den join the laugh.
btw michy is weird. hahahhaha but i still LOVE you

and the other day sam and kimmy were talking bout some shit show. den sam was saying she has the dvd cause mich wanted to watch. here's how the convo went

sam ; i have the dvd
mich ; oh can i borrow? *laughs to herself* no? just joking.

you may not find it weird but sam didnt even answer her and she alrd said NO to herself. damn bodo la she. hahahha how weird can she go wei. lol
nvm i'll videotape her one day and show ya'll how weird she is. wahahah
i realised smth. i cant blog for fucks. this is going no whr. wtv bye

mayb im amazed at the way you love me all the time

I don't expect you soon to love me,
Nor are my own feelings clear.
Passion is the ornate entrance
To a world we crave and fear.

We cannot know where this will take us,
Nor whether we will ride for long,
But pleasure is the overture
That flows into the larger song.

So come with me with open mind
And heart, and we the time will prove
With laughter and with joy unfettered,
And, perhaps, someday with love.

the emo-ness in me grows and the ego-ness in me subsides

hey you! stop sucking up. you don have to ignore me just cause u have nth to say. it makes you a loser. btw, get off my blog and stop readin it

let me put it in short.
things arent going the way i wanted it to be
plus, ive been staring at my phone.
hoping tht MAYB i'll at least receive one msg frm him.
but i guess it wont happen. sigh
wonderful bday i guess?